is a day of joy for so many, and for many others this is
a day of sorrow springing unexpectedly from a deep
recess of their soul. Where did this sorrow come from,
and why has it surfaced now when all looks as if the
momentum is taking us all to the revelation of truth
that is going to set us all free?
am sitting here this morning after reading of Mr. A’s
beautiful and profound healing experience. I feel the
pain that he shed, I feel the sorrow of so many voices
calling from the past and asking for forgiveness. How
can I quiet those voices when I know some of them are
mine? How can I heal the pain, and allow the warmth of
the heat of love flow in to replace the sorrow that
beseeches me now?
have run from so much in this lifetime. I feel this
lifetime is the culmination of all that has come before
and the opportunity to see all that was in a different
light. The vision is so great as to wallow in its
completeness and to know that without all of that memory
I am nothing in this world if not a part of it. I too
have responsibility for what has come to pass, and in
that responsibility I remain steadfast in the knowledge
that I must regain my peace of mind and know that it is
all in purpose, and allow that knowledge to steer me to
the truth that propels me through it.
I do this, I know that I take many people with me. If my
experiences with Enki are not as I have seen them, then
what are they? Are they too much to bear as were Mr.
A’s, or are they not enough? I find that this sojourn
through sorrow on this day is tempered with the joy I
felt with the news of the Delay issue. I find that this
representation of my wishes for unity are clouded with a
sorrow so profound as to take me into a place from which
I know I have come before. I see that there is nothing I
can do now except to sit here and allow what comes to be
my saving grace.
know that as I sit in this sorrow I also look out into a
world that is full of what I feel and also it is full of
what Mr. A feels now. His healing has lifted many a
dream into reality and has come to a place in the scheme
of things that represents truth and justice. It is a
blending of all the lives that have been affected by
Enki and all that he did.
also know that when the curtain is fully parted then we
will all know that there was a purpose that we all
agreed to. As this unfolds in our ascended consciousness
we will embrace Enki and all others who played his role
in so many pairs of shoes and indeed did it splendidly.
is the cross we bear and this is the cross that we let
go of as we realize all the old emotions that are
screaming to be heard. We find that in the hearing we
are allowed to let them go, for they make sense of some
of todays scenes. We find that in the feeling we are
allowing ourselves to cleanse that which has been
leading us around in circles and giving us cause to
search for more than what we have right now.
is a bitter pill that some of us swallow, and as we do
we find that the bitterness turns to sweet, and all is
transformed in a second of truth. We know that as we do
this we tell all of mankind that they too can do this
and then they too will feel the fullness of the love
that is who they are.
message is not what I thought it would be, by any means.
However I feel a new warmth rising in my heart, quite
different from a few minutes ago when I sat to receive
info from my wonderful friend Hatonn. I know that he is
here, and he encouraged me to allow this to come. He
held my hand as I allowed this to pour forth, for the
time was right for the healing.
is the way it happens my dear friends, for it takes us
all to be in the same energy to be able to realize the
oneness that we are. We prove that oneness in so many
ways, and with this message from Mr. A and his sharing
it with all of us. As I read it I knew that it was meant
for me to step into and immerse myself in the healing
you so very much Mr. A for being who you are and for
sharing yourself with us. You indeed are a glowing pink
angel and that glow reaches out and encompasses all of
mankind, for it is our color too.
you for listening to my outpourings, and thank you dear
Hatonn for being with me as I did so.