This morning I awoke in a daze and I asked
myself, where am I and what am I doing here. The answer
was fast and resolute. You are in that place that you go
to when you go out of your body and rise to the stars.
You are in that place that holds many wonders for you,
for it is a place of magic and dreams come true.
I said to myself, well how did I get here, and is there
a part of me still there? The answer came in a flood and
it resounded through my head like quicksilver. You are
always in this place and that one too. It is just that
you do not remember when you’re in that place that you
are here as well.
really caught my attention, and so I sat up in my bed
and looked around. This time I did not find the room to
be familiar, but one of old things that I have
discarded. I found an old lover or two, and a broken old
shoe. I found a lock of hair that I remember from years
gone by. I saw a shovel with which I had dredged out the
old memories that had gotten stuck and compacted from
overuse. I found that I did not want to look at these
old things because I had just recently gotten past them
and had no more use for them.
I heard a voice whisper off to my left. It said if you
look at those things and love them and thank them for
their service they will turn to gold and you will be
able to pick them up and use them for your new service.
did as I was told, for I knew that voice to be true. I
sat in my love and emitted it out to those old memories.
I made sure that I swept the room and gave full
attention to each and everyone of them. You know what
happened after that? I began to feel warm and happy. I
realized that all those things held not only the sad
memories, but the glad ones as well.
found myself laughing and feeling such joy for the
memories for they were such dear friends. I found that I
was not spending much time in sorrow even from the parts
of these memories that had brought me sorrow before,
when I first made them. I found that even though I had
discarded them, I had tenderly stored them away for the
future when they would serve me again.
then I realized that this was the again time when I
would bring them back and love them into what they
really were, how they had been born. They were really
expressions of love, and who cannot love something like
that? So you see now all I had to do was love them as I
had when they were born.
I did. I sat on my bed and I loved them all. As I did, I
watched them all turn into the finest gold dust. They
all turned one by one into a stream of ribbons of gold
and silver. They washed at my feet and hinted at my arms
for their fulfillment. I reached down and I embraced
them to my chest, and they caressed my fingers and my
heart with their joy.
the tears came. They came and they washed over all of
the residue and cleaned it all up so fine and pure. I
loved the way I felt and I loved the way all of that
gold and silver fit me so well. I realized I had taylor-made
it just for me, and in so doing I could do anything I
wanted with it.
I rose out of bed and I went out into the rest of the
house. I looked around and I saw my loving man, and he
smiled so sweet. I held out my hand to him, and it was
full of the treasure I brought from the room. He smiled
more and held me so tight, for he too had gold and
silver all over him.
that house we went out into the neighborhood out into
the streets and far and wide over the land. We went here
and we went there, and all the while we were leaving
some of our bounty behind. We found that when we did we
left behind memories of gold and silver, and a shining
presence that lifted everyone up to their own shining
light. We loved them all and kept ourselves pure for the
took ourselves out and we found that in every corner of
the land there was another example of who we are. We
found that one by one all of the people were decorating
themselves with silver and gold. We found that they all
were casting aside old memories and then loving those
same memories to gold and silver.
was a wonderful dream, and now I realize that it
wasn’t a dream, it was the real thing. Now I have seen
that we all are bringing our dreamtime into our waking
and no more will we bring the haze of the morning over
our eyes as we wake to the dawn of a whole new age. We
are here in our dream and it is our life forevermore.
you dear Me,