Good morning my friends, I come to you this day
with a message of love gone awry and what it took to
bring it back into balance. I AM St Germain, and I come
to ask you to see me through with this message for at
the end is a very clear reason for my bringing it.
there was a boy who lived in the slums of New York City.
He lived in squalor, for his parents both had been
killed in a back alley by thugs in the darkness of
night. Since that happened the boy, whom I will call
Andy, gave as much time as he could to just staying
alive; the rest of the time he devoted to finding the
ones who killed his parents, so that he could take
day he came upon a few people in a crowded elevator who
looked like they would know who the local gang members
where. He was surprised to see them there, for these
people don’t usually go into buildings of this sort,
they usually slink around dark alleys and rundown parts
of town. This was a swank hotel, and he had come here to
make a delivery of flowers for his employer.
followed these people into a twelfth floor room, for he
had as yet gone unnoticed. He found himself to be in a
darkened room, for as soon as they entered all the
lights went out, and the slight buzz of voices stilled.
He waited unnoticed, and as he did a feeling came over
him. What was he to do now; how was he to find out if he
had acted foolishly and gone in a direction that might
be his unfailing?
a few moments there came a voice from the front of the
room. Though he could not see the face, he recognized
the form of a man of tremendous size. This man gave his
seat to the one standing next to him, and then he saw
the several people he had followed take their places
alongside the other two.
there was a loud bang and smoke filled the room. The
resultant confusion gave the several ones a chance to
move out of the room and into the adjoining one. Andy
followed them into that room, and he heard one of them
say, “I am going to tell you all the truth, but first
we must go through this door and we will find the one
who blew up the table that held the evidence.”
all gathered in front of the door, and one tried to open
it, to no avail. He then took a pistol out of his pocket
and blew a hole in the door by the handle releasing the
catch. As the door swung open it came to rest against
something that rested inside. Andy could not see what,
for the people were all standing in front of the opened
then moved closer to them, not wanting to call attention
to himself, but needing to see what was inside the other
room. As he drew near, he saw a bundle just inside the
dark room. He knew not what was in the bundle, for it
was obscured from good sight. He moved closer, and then
one of the people saw him, and turned.
gasped, for the face he saw clearly and without a trace
of malice was the face of his mother. She was smiling,
but she wasn’t recognizing him, for she was sightless.
She lifted her hand and put it on his face, as if to see
him from her touch. Her hand fell from his face, and she
knew from that touch that she had found him at last. She
had been searching for him, and she thought that she
would never find him; still she searched.
new touch came upon his face now, and he turned to his
left and saw the face of his father. The face was scared
and pitted from abuse, but he recognized the eyes that
stared at him with so much love. These eyes saw his
face, yet the touch was needed in order to believe that
the boy he had missed so dearly was indeed there in
front of him.
could not believe his eyes. How could it be that these
people standing in front of him could be his parents,
whom he thought to be gone from him forever? He took
their hands and cried like the baby they had brought
into this world.
he had stopped crying and they all sat on the floor
cradled in each other’s arms, the others who had
remained aloof came to them and began to speak in
unison. “We are the purveyors of the truth, and we
have come to show you that nothing is ever lost to you
accept the truth if you do not see it. There was reason
for you to have experienced this time, and that reason
is upon you. If you do not see this then there is still
time for you to know the truth and to release yourselves
from this bondage that you have imposed upon
gave you this chance to give in to the vagaries of
grief, and then to find the truth of what really
happened. You have exhibited the ultimate of what came
to you, and now you have the opportunity to go one step
further and see that this has all been a dream, and upon
awakening you will find that there are no enemies in
this world, except the ones that you create in your
thoughts. Since your thoughts are yours that means that
the enemies that you perceive are you as well. Do you
not see that this is a way to freedom for you? Do you
see that there is only one truth, and that is the one
that comes from love and compassion?”
stood and embraced the speakers one by one, he turned to
once again embrace his parents, but they were no longer
there. He turned and furiously tried to find them. He
raced to all corners of the room, in the darkness,
stumbling against objects that were not there. He found
no solace in the others who stood in silence, but he
found anger rising in him. Is this the hell I’ve heard
of from so many circles? He asked himself. Is this the
way it happens when you have malice in your heart and
cannot see the love that lives there?
collapsed on the floor and found himself in a heap of
clothes that settled around him as a blanket. Whose
clothes are these? He recognized the jacket that just
moments ago had caressed his cheek; his mother’s
jacket, and his father’s trousers. But where were
they, why had they been taken from him again. Why this
Andy awoke from this nightmare. He stumbled from his bed
and ran to the window. Did he really see the shadows
dance away from his room as he awoke and realized he was
in his own bed? He sat heavily against the wall of the
small room, and waited till his head cleared. Then he
heard the whispers that took him to the place of love he
had waited for so long. He heard these words and he
cried and he released all the pain that he had
experienced for so long.
heard, “You my son are the shadow of what it is to
forget that there is love in this world. We brought you
to this place in order for you to find the love that has
been so illusive to you. There is nothing in this world
that can hold a candle to the love that brought you
hear, for it is the best love that there can be. The
love that holds you to the pain that gives you the
comfort of the familiar is the love that releases as
well, the pain of the unabridged love that cancels out
all the pain that keeps you captive.
the love that lays at the heart of who you are, and you
will then release the pain that keeps you in this
sorrow. Find that love and you will see the world change
before your eyes. There is no such thing as a pain that
is real, for when it stands up against love it falls and
transmutes into a love so sweet and so strong that
nothing can ever put it down again.
are that love, my dear one, and as soon as you let go of
the idea that we are gone from you, then you will have
us back. We will always be with you, and in that truth
is the release that comes on golden wings and sets you
free. There is no other truth than that to love is to
set the pain of the world free.
have that power, and now we are releasing you to come to
that truth and therefore come back to the truth of who
we are. We are more than the ones who gave you life in
this world. We are the ones who are the representation
of the Ones who gave you life, and never take it back.
We are love, and therefore we are you and all else.
There is no pain in this world when you find us, and
keep us forever in your heart.”
my dear ones, apply this message to your life, and find
that Andy lives in every corner of this world and every
heart in the ones who make up the people of this world.
You are all one heart and one soul. We come together in
pain and wipe the slate clean with the love that We Are.
your days be filled with the love that heals and the
truth that shall be revealed with the coming of the
Light that illuminates every room and every corner of
you dear Master St Germain,